Its a little odd writing a blog about going back to school when Im been doing summer school for the last month already. Ive got to admit school has gotten pretty tough this summer and I’m only sure this year is going to be just as tough.
I cant believe that this will be my last year at UCSB. As they say, then come the real word. I’m not gonna lie, Im pretty scared about finishing, there’s still so much to do, so little time to do it all. And then I’m supposed to figure out what I want to do with the rest of my life… no not yet!!!
I guess for me its hard being a first generation college student because everything Ive learned, Ive learned on the go. I mean, I want to go to grad school but I feel like there is so much I don’t know about it that I don’t feel like I’m ready to go yet. And at the same time, I’m only 21 years old… I feel like I am too young to decide my career yet. I mean, I know my interests, but not what I want to do.
Does it sound like I’m a little nervous??? I’m sure it does, but I guess well just have to see what happens.
Good luck with school everyone!!!!
September 15th, 2009 at 3:52 pm
If you weren’t scared I would be worried…lol. You have the drive to make it in life.. I don’t worry about you.