The one who has much but has little Heart full of soul
Only to be born with a soul that is old
Into a world that is cold
Sold
To the man with less
Then the man that has best
Must take the test
To bet the rest
Fail first, fail twice,
In a world that isn’t nice
Trails, tribulation
Follow by the evil of temptation
To break free from expectation
Different is that mans name
Hold him to his own chains
Used against him in every way imaginable
But not to what he has yet to imagine
The worst has not hit the mind
But through time
This man is tired
And is waiting to be fired
From the works of life
What is the mission?
That this man’s get only commission
Twisted I say
Only to be born in May
With two faces and the future where
Where the parental unit clams to pray
Believe in the world in which isn’t in the view
Of the one looking
For who must I follow?
Now to who must I lead?
The man who has much
But has little is only a title
For ink and blood is forever
Use full to the creation of a story
Until there is no more.
If it is meant to be then it is meant to be
Bullshit to the one without it
What is next for the one
That want what is not theirs
At that given moment
Stop
For that can be a taken moment
Breathe no longer
Life taken
And the want vanished
Stop
It will come some day
It may not be that
But there is
And there will
Be the want
That was wanted
But will you get lost
With these words
To loss the point
Or is there a point to be made
Life, Laugh, Love
Stop
Love cant come first
Life, Live it and get the message
And who can take away your laughter
Stop
Just another moment for me to
Write
Read
Read
Done
Six months later I sit here still wondering why. Why you, why that night? Why did God have to take a beautiful sixteen year girl and turn her into an angel? But most of all, I wonder why- why did it have to be my best friend out of all the people I knew. They say the days get easier as time goes on, however, the days only get harder. I wonder, were you afraid? Did you scream, cry, did you tell the driver to stop? Did you see that car coming head on towards you that night? All of these questions seems to go through my head. I know you’re in Heaven not wanting me to cry, but I do so often do. Life will never be the same without you in it, my bestfriend. Because of your death, lives are broken– shattered. Nothing will be the same again until we meet again face to face in Heaven. How I can’t wait for that day to come.
Sometimes I just want to yell at you and say, “Why weren’t you wearing that seatbelt?!? Why did you trust that driver?!?”
The day I got the call I’ll never forget. I keep playing it over and over again on replay. Next is the day of your funeral. Thousands of people including myself gathering to recall your life- the life of an angel. I think I cried the most that day.
Before you died, death was just an idea, now its a reality. And I’m sitting here speechless without a bestfriend.
If only I could see you again, I’d tell you I’d loved you, bestfriend. I would say sorry for the times that I may have said something that hurt your feelings or done you wrong.
But I can’t. Instead I can only replay the last of our conversations.
I miss you. And I wish you were still alive. My life continues to be forever changed because of your death.
May you rest in peace and may angels lead you in.
And I promise to live out the life that was taken away from you.
As I walk through this time
As I walk through this life
My heart bleeding T is visible
As my heart sit on the out side of my body
Power by the wanted love of Her
For my lungs provide no source of oxygen
For she has giving me the substitute
For she has turn my eyelids to wall paper
For when I sleep she is the only one I see
As the wallpaper maintain this beauty
Just to think of her
I lose oxygen in my mind my heart slows down
My fingers no longer write to the beat of mine
For my heart want to be one with hers
Shower down my love
To grab a hold on her soul
As I was through this time
In which I want to be with her
As I walk through this life
In which I want to hold her hand as I walk
Where is she
Where is my future
Where is my heart
My T Shirt remains bloody for this journey
I have returned to the state in which my heart shakes
As I walk with her in my mind
Where my heart is lost in time
Unknown, unseen, this child in which comes out
From the shadows of pain and hurt
Wide open for an attack
When will it happen because I am ready
Heart bleeding T Shirt
Cherish life,
each moment is special.
Life is a gift,
always forgive & forget.
Smile often. Laughalways.
Always say “I love you.”
Wear your seat belt ALWAYS!
Don’t ever drink & drive. Cling to the things you believe in, “Keep your heart.” Never compromise your morals,
they define you,
they make you, you.
Looks at the class half full, not half empty.
Life is about happiness, don’t ever let people get you down.
Never let someone tell you that you can’t
do something.
If you believe, you can achieve.
You are stronger than you think.
Always believe that things happen for a reason. Never give up, instead persevere.
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